Righteous Wrong

What's wrong with that?

I want to live forever.

What’s wrong with that?

When did we decide that was not allowed to be said aloud?

Is it not just a compliment for my love of life?

I seek and find beauty.

What’s wrong with that?

Is it superficial to observe ecstasy perceived through the eyes?

Sacred spiral ripple

Of love

What makes it less than?

Let down the facade,

It’s my connection to GOD.

I want to feel it all.

What’s wrong with that?

Who wouldn’t want to paint with every color on the palette?

My deepest grief has come from my deepest bliss.

Rainbows are my favorite, add quartz crystal to the mix and you have my essence,

I’m a bag of tricks.

Oh and white roses, wizard wands, with the smell of books, passions fix.

What is wrong with that?

I believe in miracles and unlimited love.

Yesterday I bent space and time to change the world

So we can all remember the sacred heart

I am a waking obsidian mirror, superiority here?

Gifts I am, I am gifted

Daughter of divine union

Magdalene, Yeshua,

Yes that one sanctification

Things come easy for me, a spoiled spiritual brat

What is wrong with that?

When they say nothing is certain but death and taxes

What if I don’t accept?

Who says I need to yield there?

I was never attracted to the square.

More the triangle, circle with a cross, my element is ether, space beyond air.

Merkaba, ribbons sacred helix flows there.

I think we all agree its not all its cracked up to be

Being a rule follower

One that follows all rules with no discernment is not awarded the medal of morals

And yet justification because one deems the ends justified the means is dangerous territory despite its alluring florals

What’s wrong with wanting pure integrity?

Of myself

I yearn to feel the ease of transparency in every cell

What a gift it would be to liberate myself

So fully and wholly

So that theres no fear of any stone unturned

Nothing to hide

If theres such a thing as healthy pride.

Would that mean bending to big brother?

How do I proceed with integrity to myself and to the other

I see how death teaches but how do taxes teach

but to hold the tension of integrity and illusions rationalization.

I will pass on unused carnival tickets walking out the door

And then earn less to pay less to a system I deplore

Utterly Non sensical to the core.

Do I abandon myself or stand my grand?

It feels like theres no way to win

The integrity battle where the fight itself is the cardinal sin

And what’s wrong with that?

Do we have to win every battle to feel peace

Solve every riddle to sleep?

I need my dreamer, the visionary to taste the nectar

And with her arrives the evil screeching ghostly queen defector

Self-serving, self-fighting

Sly fox siren and I will stab you and twist your neck so it tears your head from your body

Stick a pencil in your eye balls

If you try to harm me or take my life.

What’s wrong with that?

-That One contradiction I AM

Madness free association

Contradiction, extreme ends, unexpected, unhinged, chaos, going there, going where angels fear to tread, messy, ugly, ugly truth, beautiful lie, twisted, losing the plot, without a bow, from the depths, darkness personified, unlimited, impulsive, breaking through (dog howls as I type this), wild, animalistic, raw, rage, scratching, screeching fingernails, hitting head on a wall, circular, stickiness, stuckness, unrooted, disconnected, insane, not whole, myopic, when one perception of reality is told not true, it intensifies the psychosis